I know hes already gone ... its just a formal saying goodbye ...but Im dreading it all the same

I dont have many recent pics of him as he wouldnt be photographed ...but ive found some old ones id like to share ..



mum and dad on their wedding Day
Dad ... You were never a Dad to say love you or give cuddles ...yet I knew you loved us... I cant ever remember you smacking me ...yet I was terrified of your reaction if i was naughty lol...Ive always looked up to you and respected you ...
even when you were in a victor meldrew grumpy mood lol .
Ill remember your little sayings and habits ...your stuborness and yourgrumbles ... but most of all ill remember the fantastic childhood we all had under yours and mums care ..
goodbye Dad ...xxx