its also the day my nan died ...she died after mum and im sure she died of a broken heart as shed lost her daughter the previous year .
6th november is the day my grandad died
12th november would have been my dads birthday
25th November is the day my mum died ...and all november up to this date i remember what it was like nursing her and waiting for her to die .10 yrs this year but feels like yesterday but forever all rolled into one.
I wish i could just wipe out November all together ... or hibernate till its all over ...
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so happy birthday mum and dad ... wish you were here so i could tell you in person ... miss you both so much it hurts ...
and remembering you both nanan and grandad xxxxx
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